I really had no concept of a higher power when i was a kid. I did attend church for a while, but my parents never really expressed their thoughts to me and all I was interested in was the arts and crafts in bible school.  To be honest I still really cant figure out what or who God is but I do know that there must be something that assures all living things have a purpose.  I know for me that when I have faith in something bigger...good things happen, and I have seen proof in others of this as well.  I figure my beliefs will change throughout my life but I am excited to have the door to learning more thru Al-Anon.  It has opened my eyes to much more than financial success.

Internal happiness...is what I seek.  I want to seek out my inner self and feel free like I did when I was a kid.  Who says this world has to be like others say?!  Who says u have to work, have a house and nice car?!  I can be what I want to be, do what I want to do.

Life is good...

I got the coolest feelings tonite sitting at my pool with my feet in the water watching this little water bug wanting to be connected with me..the only other living thing around him.  I swear he was looking at me.  Strange I know but amazing to me.  Simple pleasures...

No matter who or what my God is....He is Great and I am grateful today!