Pumpkin

I used to live in a snow globe of denial. It was not a very pretty place to be. It was full of lots of anger, resentment, expectations, rage, isolation, loneliness, blame, disappointment, shame, unfulfilled hopes and dreams, every negative feeling there was, it was crammed in that little globe. I lost myself somewhere in there. :'(

I could shake and shake it all I wanted, but it just wasn’t pretty in there anymore. No wonder no one ever wanted to come in and join me.:oops:

I’ve done a lot of housecleaning since then. It’s a place where I have let go of a lot of the negative feelings and thoughts. There are no more rodents on wheels with negative thoughts running and running. I’ve found a few people who join me now. The door is always open not locked with me inside all alone. I go there when I need to think positive recovery thinking. It’s no longer a place I go to retreat from the world thinking that I’m fooling those outside. The door is no longer locked with me shaking and shaking trying to make things better from the inside. I’m inside, enjoying the view. Come on in, I’ll be happy to have some company.

I'm a work in progress:>>